:thumbsup::thumbsup::thumbsup:
Are you looking for sympathy, tips or something else.
Deal with it bro.
SISPEC is nothing, many others are doing worse.
And things are much easier.
Always remember, the sun will also shine again, and whatever tekan session will always end. Besides your mummy can always call the MP and complain of abuse if the training is too hard.
Chin up! Its only a few months.
You will make plenty of friends and have many stories to share over beers for the rest of your life.