4月13日2008年
解放。快乐。
"Letting go. Joy"
Another Sunday.
A day of mood confusion for many.
A day before the usual Monday Blues.
A day in our precious weekend.
Well, my saturday is burnt by work and drenched by the rain.
So, i choose the latter.
Precious day for me.
As usual, woke up earlier than most people, especially on a lazy sunday.
Went for a sumptuous breakfast of hot and delicious economic bee hoon and a cup of Kopi.
And off i went for my street shoot with my Tokina 12-24mm. Inspired by night86mare bro's
Street shots with Ultra Wide Angle Lens.
Hmm, mood is kinda damped. Damped and damned by the stress from work i guess.
So i started off from Raffle's place MRT and tried to look for some interesting stuff for my journal.
As mentioned, mood is not there and wanted to end my walk at City Hall.
But something told me to just walk on. To Bugis.
And so i walked on.
Reached Bugis and walked past most of the stores without given a glance to them. I have my share of shopping spree when i was young and didn't know how to spend my money properly.
And i found it.
A dose of happiness that somehow brighten up my mood.
A few kids were playing water at the hmm, fountain i guess.
And it was here where i noticed something.
A lot of people are watching. In fact, captivated.
Adults and Kids. Including me.
Before i took the shot, i was looking at the people around the fountain.
Some were smiling, Some were quiet but in deep thoughts, Some pulled back their kids not to go too close to the fountain.
But their eyes never left the kids playing at the fountain.
It's like, inside their sub conscious mind, they could be thinking
" How i wish i can play like them!"/
"When was the last time i really let go and have real fun like this"/
"Manz, it would be so fun to play with the water under the hot and humid weather.."
and the list may go on...
But the logical part of the mind came in and overwrite the thinkings with
"Cannot la, later go where to change clothes wor?"/
"Buay sia la, wait my handphone wet, spoil sia"/
"The water so dirty, better don't let ah boy and ah girl get wet. I cannot take leave to take care of them if they are sick. Boss will kill me."
And the list most likely is longer than the sub conscious one.
And so, everyone stand there and watched. Including me.
Yes, i am not the type who dare to go up to shoot directly at the kids when their parents were around for fear of the parents scolding me. Especially without a long zoom lens.
Wait, fear?
Nah, i need to let go too.
So i went up, snap at least 30 shots at continuous mode for myself.
For my own joy and satisfaction.
So, when will you let go of your logics/fear and do something for the first time or didn't do for a long time?
But i didn't play in the fountain of course. A little dose of joy and satisfaction is enough for me.
And i got to go. Before the rain comes.
Damp and Damn.
your apad is like a photo blog....great stuff.