Hi SM .
This Free Agent and I'm a Photographer who depend photography business for a living , but of course I'm a DOP as well . he he he.......
I always need an extra hand during my shoot , presently I got at least 3 good freelance assistant . If you are interested , you can send me your contact . I'm always happy to tell you what's real Photography about but all my assistant need to be able to go through a tough training . he he he... don't be so frighten just joking .
I think Real Photography joy cannot be found in here , it's an experience when you go out to shoot with an happy heart . Just go out to shoot to try and to enjoy . Look at your developed picture smile at it , take it out 10 years later laugh at it , That's the best thing of Photography because no Photography is perfect Photography as no picture is perfect picture .
Just sharing as I see your boken soul and I feel how you felt , this is not easy as no real meaning of the Photography Spirit in this content . CS was once a happening place for people like you .
Pan
Regards