We may sometimes unknowingly put the blame on the weather, the position and size of the country you live in, the colour temperature or even the stress we encounter everyday but did not admit that it is the self that is not 'seeing'.
Let me quote from sources of the higher awareness of the human being:
Eyes of the Soul
Here is a passage from Martia Nelson book, Coming Home:
My greatest teacher was the experience of living in split realities: personality and true self.
Personality is our daily companion, our conscious self that sees the world through the eyes of limitation and dutifully keeps us informed about what we can and cannot do.
True self, on the other hand, patiently stands by, offering the unwavering knowledge that a state of vibrant well-being and unlimited possibility is our true nature, a birthright that can be lived if we choose to do so.
True self simply refers to the aspect of our being that is completely aware of its expanded nature no matter what we may be experiencing at the time.
Whenever we feel constrained, fearful, unworthy, inadequate or anything we deem to be negative, we have identified with our personality. We can always choose to view the same situation from the perspective of our soul.
"As a Witness, you begin to discover that you are not that which you have been observing; you are not those things that you have been noticing about your body. Instead, you are the noticer.
-- Wayne Dyer
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May I suggest you grab your camera and go back
to the basic of knowing how to find the fundamentals
of creativity with usually start from the right type of mindset.
On the other hand there are photographers
who blame for having a lousy camera or a non
competent photography instructor.