After I setup the tent, unloaded my backpack and stuff, I went to take a walk around my camp site (hey hey, you are very smart, you must be thinking why I never help the rest to cook!! they are preparing food as seen in one of the picture above! Cooking is not my forte, I m better at cleaning utensils, so my job is after the meal!)
As I turned and start to walk away from the cooking area, I saw something which looks super familiar to me:
How does this tree which I found compare to this taken together with the Eagle Lady?
I couldn't believe the tree which I saw standing right in front of me (and btw, this tree is freaking less than 10metres from the cooking area!!!!!!). In my head I m running through the following:
- Is this a tree which is flipped over? check - YES
- Is this a tree with spread out roots facing the sky? check - YES
- Is this a tree with above 2 layers of branches? check - YES
- Is this a tree which has sea in the background? check - YES
Have you ever had that feeling - where you deemed something as terribly difficult to achieve, or impossible to attain, but yet you still remain a stubborn freak, still insisting on that whatever level of self-believe that you have, still believing that miracles will happen if you dare to set foot and explore the unexplored - then all of a sudden, your dream came through and you managed to achieved the unthinkable... That's right, this is the bald eagle tree, which I have been wanting to locate from my trip to Alaska in the first place! And gosh, can you believe it, our campsite's kissing it side by side!
I can't help but kept thinking to myself - Everything seemed to be so nicely arranged - this must be the reason why I chance upon the special travel agency, this must be the reason why the little strength angel won over the timid devil, this must be the reason why on that day I suddenly I have that burning desire and that sufficient amount of courage to come over to explore in the first place. Could this even be a invitation from the Eagle Lady to me - knowing that my purpose is to come all the way to Alaska from Singapore to look for her, although she's no longer around? (subsequently, when I roamed around the Homer region and talked with several people that lived here, they confirmed that that's the tree which the Eagle Lady used to feed the bald eagles in winter, and they too confirmed that she had passed away...)
Things literally felt kinda super-natural at that moment, all the things just fell in place nicely and sweetly, tears of joy bead up in my eyes and slowly slowly rolled down my cheeks, before beading into a bigger droplet and fall off the cheek cliff onto the ground. I then even slapped my face left right up down centre till its red to confirm that I am awake!!!
(nah, just joking! cry and slap my own face for wat!)
In a way, I was never lucky in my whole life - wonder what kind of dog shiiiit have I stepped on... but regardless, there are several important lessons (non-photography related) which I learnt from this:
1. Believe in yourself, Believe in what you see, Believe in your capabilities.
2. Even when faced with terrible circumstances which cast numerous doubts shadow on your ownself, read 1 again.
3. If there's any opportunity lying barely in front of your eyes, extent out your both hands (and if possible your legs and head) and GRAB IT!!!!!!! If something you want is right in front of your eyes, JUST TAKE IT!!!!!!!
4. Cast all the "what-ifs" outa your brain!!!!!!!! "what-ifs" = what if I get lost, what if I didn't attain it in the end, what if it's a wasted effort, what if things are not what I expected, what if this, what if that etc.
5. By venturing, it's not 100% guaranteed that you will get what you want (in this case, I saw the tree, but heck where are the hundreds of bald eagles!!!), but by not venturing due to the tonnes of "what-ifs", you are doomed to failure right from the moment you decided not to venture - you are doomed right before you even shiiiit and peeeee in Alaska!
6. There
ARE miracles in this thing called "Life".