Irregardless of the type of 'photography' you prefer (portrait or macro), the key to a good shot is the control of light. HOW you control this light, is entirely up to you.
Mastering this HOW is the technical aspect.
WHY you want to control this HOW is the art.
The art of your perception.
You need to practice with another type of subject before you waste your hard earned $ on organized shoots. What you need is to spend more time working on the fundamentals of photography, and nurture your 'WHY', which is your creative concept, the main idea behind the photo.
It WILL take awhile, 2 years, for the talented, maybe even 6 months.
You need to shoot street, macro, dead things, that will allow you to master the basic first. In protrait, there are factors that distract you. For instance - People skills, politeness, eye for detail, that will take your mind off the 'fundamentals'.
Focus on the fundamentals and you will enjoy your shoots more in the future.
Thanks for your advice & recommendations
