[Rawbeansta] A Picture A Day '11!




27th August - Love is in the Air
by Rawbean Laden, on Flickr

Well contrary to the title, love is not in the air.

Tonight is but cold and wet; and I have never felt more alone before.

I'm back in touch with the fragile emotions that I locked away many years ago. Only difference now is that I know why I'm feeling this way, and I will not be weak.
 



27th August - Love is in the Air
by Rawbean Laden, on Flickr

Well contrary to the title, love is not in the air.

Tonight is but cold and wet; and I have never felt more alone before.

I'm back in touch with the fragile emotions that I locked away many years ago. Only difference now is that I know why I'm feeling this way, and I will not be weak.


hey whatever happened, take care and be strong!

do something to counter the sense of loneliness ... don't feed it and dwell on it ;)
 



29th August - City of Stars
by Rawbean Laden, on Flickr

Handle bars, and then I let go.
Let go for anyone.
Take me in, and throw out.
My heart and get a new one.
Next thing, we're touching.
You look at me it's like you hit me with lightning.
 



31st August - Hold Me Tight
by Rawbean Laden, on Flickr

I remember falling asleep at the theatre while watching Lilo & Stitch some 10 years ago with my first girlfriend.

While I didn't really enjoy the movie, I've been a Stitch fan since then. It's been a good darn 10 years now.
 



5th September - Runsparkk
by Rawbean Laden, on Flickr

Bought myself a new pair of shoes, which is my 12th pair of existing footwear!

Doubt I'd be doing any running with this pair even though it is an all-weather trainer!
 

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6th September - Into The Ocean
by Rawbean Laden, on Flickr

Blue October - Into The Ocean

I'm just a normal boy
That sank when I fell overboard
My ship would leave the country
But I'd rather swim ashore

Without a life vest I'd be stuck again
Wish I was much more masculine
Maybe then I could learn to swim
Like 'fourteen miles away'

Now floating up and down
I spin, colliding into sound
Like whales beneath me diving down
I'm sinking to the bottom of my
Everything that freaks me out
The lighthouse beam has just run out
I'm cold as cold as cold can be

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion... yeah
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down

Where is the coastguard
I keep looking each direction
For a spotlight, give me something
I need something for protection
Maybe flotsam junk will do just fine
the jetsam sunk, I'm left behind
I'm treading for my life believe me
(How can I keep up this breathing)

Not knowing how to think
I scream aloud, begin to sink
My legs and arms are broken down
With envy for the solid ground
I'm reaching for the life within me
How can one man stop his ending
I thought of just your face
Relaxed, and floated into space

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion... yeah
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down
Let the rain come down

Now waking to the sun
I calculate what I had done
Like jumping from the bow (yeah)
Just to prove that I knew how (yeah)
It's midnight's late reminder of
The loss of her, the one I love
My will to quickly end it all
Set front row in my need to fall

Into the ocean, end it all
 

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7th September - Flower
by Rawbean Laden, on Flickr

Never Heard of it - Flower

If I'm alive...
It's only because you took me by surprise
When I saw you with him
I never had the guts to ever realize
How hard can I try...

I bought you some flowers but they died on the way
I brought you dead flowers
Guess that they feel the same
So take these dead flowers
Keep these dead flowers
So you can forever think of me

I hope you die and when you die
I hope that it's slow and it's painful and lasts forever
For every breath that I don't take
And every coin thrown in the fountain
I'll wish you suffer
For the death you put me through

You killed me this one last time....

I bought you some flowers but they died on the way
I brought you dead flowers
Guess they feel the same
So take these dead flowers
Keep these dead flowers
So you can forever think of me

In exchange for these flowers
I'll take back the hours
I spent trying to feel that way
 

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12th September - The Last Song
by Rawbean Laden, on Flickr

All-American Rejects - The Last Song

This may be the last thing that I write for long
Can you hear me smiling when I sing this song?
For you and only you

As I leave will you be someone to say good-bye?
As I leave will you be someone to wipe your eye?
My foot is out the door and you can't stop me now

You wanted the best
It wasn't me
Will you give it back?
Now I'll take the lead
When there's no more room to make it grow
I'll see you again
You'll pretend you're naive
Is this what you want?
Is this what you need?
How you end up? Let me know

As I go remember all the simple things you know
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song

The hearts start breaking as the year is gone
The dream's beginning and the time rolls on
It seems so surreal
And now I sing it
Somehow I knew that it would be this way
Somehow I knew that it would slowly fade
Now I am gone
Just try and stop me now
 

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13th September - End of the Road
by Rawbean Laden, on Flickr

Boyz II Men - End of the Road

Girl you know we belong together
I have no time for you to be playing
With my heart like this
You'll be mine forever baby, you just see

We belong together
And you know that I'm right
Why do you play with my heart,
Why do you play with my mind?

Said we'd be forever
Said it'd never die
How could you love me and leave me
And never say good-bye?

Well I can't sleep at night without holding you tight
Girl, each time I try I just break down and cry
Pain in my head oh I'd rather be dead
Spinnin' around and around

Although we've come to the end Of The road
Still I can't let you go
It's unnatural, you belong to me, I belong to you
Come to the end of the road
Still I can't let you go
It's unnatural, you belong to me, I belong to you

Girl, I know you really love me,
You just don't realize
You've never been there before
It's only your first time

Maybe I'll forgive you, hmm
Maybe you'll try
We should be happy together
Forever, you and I

Could you love me again like you loved me before
This time I want you to love me much more
This time instead just come to my bed
And baby just don't let me go
 

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