dear all, thank you so much so much for your care and concern and most imptly, ur mighty prayers.

apologies if it was disturbing to start of the year with gloomy stuff. but that is life, not everyone has the luxury to lead life like we have.
went down to KK last night and things hasn't picked up yet. same old advice by doc... "keep praying." it was really a humbling experience for me. just a wk ago, little jess was really on the brink. her organs were not functioning and she has more than 20 machines on her to support her. what made things worse was that her veins were "clogged" and the dialysis machine couldnt function fully. and if doesnt function fully, she might just go... doc decided to operate on her to widen her artery to allow better blood flow. it was a tough call. doc told her mum that "she might not make it out of the op theatre...". Thankfully, God has his plan. Doc didnt proceed with the op because in the theatre, they found out that it wasn't blocked at all, it was just not flowing fast enough. I wonder what would have happened if they had operated on her. And now I wonder what does God has for this little soul... will she leave? But His way are beyond our understanding and it is always good.

right now... she's still hanging there...
How blessed are we to be even able to wake up everyday!
Oh ya... I don't know why I am sharing... just felt like sharing.
Thanks guys. Turn around... look at those around you. Do good unto him/her and treasure him/her... no one know what will happen the next moment.

As much as we try to be good to all, we can't achieve the same standard across for everyone. Haha. There's no way to distribute love equally among everyone. LOL. we will definitely feel closer to some and futher from some. and that's life... we are all imperfect.
If given a chance... I hope to be able to capture some pics of little jess...